are you happy?

if can i ask you something.
may i know
are you happy? are you happy? are you happy?

i'll ask for a thousands more
are you happy? are you happy? are you happy?
happy with ur life
happy with ur choice
happy with ur what ever surrounds you.

if i ask u that questions,
and if you answers me
Yess! i'm happy rite now.
replies me a thousands more
im happy. im happy. im happy.
im happy with my life
im happy with my choice
im happy with whatever surrounds me
and
im happy without you.

that is not a big deal.
i just want you to know
i just want to reply to you

that much you are happy
that much im hurting

i will reply to you
im hurting. im hurting. im hurting.
i will replies to you a thousands more
im hurting. im hurting. im hurting.

but all im trying to do..
im trying to be happy with my life
im trying to be happy with the fate
im trying to be happy with what ever surrounds me

im trying my very best to
each and every day

im trying not to rely on you
im trying not to bother anything about you
and the hardest part is
im trying to live without you

tiada sesiapa yang paling bersalah
tiada sesiapa yang paling berdosa
tiada sesiapa yang sengaja

yang ada hanyalah

hati yang paling terluka
jiwa yang paling rapuh
dunia yang paling gelap
perasaan yang paling hancur
dan insan yang paling rasa terhina


Ya Allah,
never let this happens to any of my sisters.
because i have no idea whether they can endure all this pain
seriously..